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I'm sorry I've been less active lately. So much is going on in real life. But I still read the posts now and then and keep up with everyone. Real life is kicking me in the butt.

My thirty year old Grandson, Vincent just broke up with his girlfriend of four years. They were planning on getting engaged but she told him she wants to be single for awhile. It's really hard on Jayla, his daughter. Vincent has her every other week. And Haley was really good with her. Vincent is heartbroken and blames himself for everything. He's been so depressed, so I try and keep him busy with his daughter and us as much as I can. So hopefully, he'll be all right. He's a mess right now.

Next, my 15 year old Grandson, Thomas is being tested on July 3rd at the children's hospital cancer clinic in Phoenix for Leukemia. But he's also being tested for HIV, and Lupus. I'm praying he has none of them, but his white blood cell count keeps getting lower and lower. Poor thing. He feels really bad. I mentioned something to someone at the grocery store and the fire department overheard what I said and they asked for my email. I gave it to them, if you can't trust the fire department, you can't trust anyone. Am I right. Anyway, I got home and there was a 100.00 gift card for comics for Thomas. I texted him and we put the order together and he's got 100 bucks worth of new comics to take to Phoenix. Not to mention, we're getting him a bunch also. We pray that he'll be fine. Thomas told me he can't believe how nice people are to people they don't even know. :) I agreed with him big time. So I'm not sleeping that well, thinking about all this. Poor guy is too sick to go through the testing right now. Please keep him in your prayers. He's such a sweetheart.

I just can't seem to get out of this funk I've been in for two weeks. Hopefully, I perk up soon. I'm tired of being depressed, it's depressing to everyone else. I like making people smile and feel good better.

Hope you are all well. Everything at my house is good. Sam is 14 now and getting more grown up every day. Things are going well for her.

Hugs, Patt

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bluewolf458
Jun. 18th, 2019 06:16 am (UTC)
Oh, Patt! About Thomas in particular. At least Sam is doing well.

Re the depression. If I'm feeling at all down, I go for a herbal remedy - Passiflora. Twenty drops of it in a little (a mouthful) of water twice a day. For me, it works, and you can get it from Amazon. OK, it could be psychological, but it works.
pattrose
Jun. 18th, 2019 06:23 am (UTC)
I'm willing to try anything. I will order some this week. Thank you for the suggestion.

I hope to have good news next month, but we'll keep his uplifted no matter what.

bluewolf458
Jun. 18th, 2019 09:44 am (UTC)
I definitely hope so"

The Passiflora will take a few days before you feel any benefit, but I do think it's worth trying.

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