When I was growing up, I had two favorite cousins to hang out with. One was Timothy, who was 6 months older then me and Jeff who was 6 months younger then me. We all hung out together and shared such wonderful memories. Ten years ago, my cousin Tim killed himself and I felt a large crack in my heart. I still feel that sadness when I think of him. I miss him so much. Well yesterday my cousin Jeff died suddenly and my heart now has two cracks in it. A vessel in his heart burst. Supposedly it was quick and he didn't suffer. For this, I am grateful. I'm just so sad. I'm not going to expect you all to tell me how sorry you are, because you're the best and would wish me well. So I'm taking the comment section off. Say a prayer for him and keep me in your thoughts.