I've finished all of my Moonridge commitments except for one. That one is going to kill me, I just know it. I asked someone to write it with me and she agreed and now I can't get a hold of her. I think the story I sent her scared her away. *sigh* It'll be the first time in Moonridge history that I'm not going to meet my commitment. I thought about starting it over again, but it's just way too hard for me to write. I'm just not that good. So I'm disappointed in myself and life in general. Oh how I wish I was a better writer and would be able to do something with the 51 pages I have written. LOL God, do you beleive how many I did? And I wonder why she's not getting back with me? *sigh* I wrote it with good intentions but after I have talked to some people about it, I realized how bad it really is. Sucks the big one.
Life is not going to end as I know it, is it? I don't think so. And I learned something very important from this. I'm not going to do the Moonridge Auction again. Not my scene any more. Again, life will go on as we know it. :) I had some problems with it and the best thing for me to do is to step back and realize I can't do everything and be happy and cheerful for everyone.
Okay, enough whining. I hope you all are having a much better week.
I decided that I would give her a month in case she's having real life crap going on and then I'm going to start the story over again. This time I'll do it in small chapters and see if I can't find a beta that has seen the movie, Soldier. Things will be fine.