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I'm having a really bad week.

This has been one of those weeks that everyone tells you about but you never believe it could be true. LOL Everything that can go wrong has and the only thing that's keeping me from going crazy is the thought of having some new stories to read, which I'm going to do in a few minutes. Stories always make me feel better. I'm hoping for some new sections of stories that I'm cheerleading for. I can't wait. I'm hooked on all three of the stories. :) Hopefully I'll get some more to read this coming weekend.

I've finished all of my Moonridge commitments except for one. That one is going to kill me, I just know it. I asked someone to write it with me and she agreed and now I can't get a hold of her. I think the story I sent her scared her away. *sigh* It'll be the first time in Moonridge history that I'm not going to meet my commitment. I thought about starting it over again, but it's just way too hard for me to write. I'm just not that good. So I'm disappointed in myself and life in general. Oh how I wish I was a better writer and would be able to do something with the 51 pages I have written. LOL God, do you beleive how many I did? And I wonder why she's not getting back with me? *sigh* I wrote it with good intentions but after I have talked to some people about it, I realized how bad it really is. Sucks the big one.

Life is not going to end as I know it, is it? I don't think so. And I learned something very important from this. I'm not going to do the Moonridge Auction again. Not my scene any more. Again, life will go on as we know it. :) I had some problems with it and the best thing for me to do is to step back and realize I can't do everything and be happy and cheerful for everyone.

Okay, enough whining. I hope you all are having a much better week.

Hugs, Patt

I decided that I would give her a month in case she's having real life crap going on and then I'm going to start the story over again. This time I'll do it in small chapters and see if I can't find a beta that has seen the movie, Soldier. Things will be fine.


Jul. 14th, 2010 11:19 pm (UTC)
Hey darling, I'm going to be the devil here ;-) Do you know how lucky you are? I've read the other day on your LJ that Moonridge has 9 years, yes? And you've been writing for it since pfff... The beginning? I don't know, but I guess. And in 9 years, it's the first time you think you're not going to do it. So as a writer, it's the first time in 9 years (?) that you have such difficulties. I'm not really surprise, you're a good writer, and you are lucky, because that happen to every writers I know, and more than once, sometimes once a year even!. Don't let you put down by an uncooperative story bb, just because for once, you think you can't do it. It happens to every writers in every fandoms. The best to do is to let it go, burn it, bury it, forget it. Maybe it will come to you again in the future, and maybe in a form you wouldn't wait or see now. Write something totally different. When you forget it, you're going to be so relieved that I think the rest will flow again. *hugs tight*
Jul. 15th, 2010 01:57 am (UTC)
Okay, you're right. Thank you for everything you said and the hugs. I needed the hugs more then anything.
Hugs back,

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